[that comes out first, and it comes out easiest, but it's far from an automatic reply. it's good, she thinks, that someone she views as maybe one of the smartest people in trench is telling her that the course she's already taking is the one that he'd take, too. or maybe it's just basic consideration, but right now she wants to take the path that makes her feel better about herself.]
She's one of the only people I haven't reached out to yet. I have to talk to the other people I just left notes for first before I even think of coming back into her life. Like I said, the only thing I could think about was vengeance. I should have talked to people first instead of just going ahead with my bullshit. I have a lot of people who deserve better than what I gave them. Some of them are going to understand, but I don't think most of them will.
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[that comes out first, and it comes out easiest, but it's far from an automatic reply. it's good, she thinks, that someone she views as maybe one of the smartest people in trench is telling her that the course she's already taking is the one that he'd take, too. or maybe it's just basic consideration, but right now she wants to take the path that makes her feel better about herself.]
She's one of the only people I haven't reached out to yet. I have to talk to the other people I just left notes for first before I even think of coming back into her life.
Like I said, the only thing I could think about was vengeance. I should have talked to people first instead of just going ahead with my bullshit. I have a lot of people who deserve better than what I gave them.
Some of them are going to understand, but I don't think most of them will.