[funnily enough being on his guard for palamedes' sake is easier than being careful otherwise. getting himself into some trouble is one thing but pal? that is an unacceptable outcome. the very last thing he wants is to let some mistake end in pal suffering for it.
so yes, he can be on his guard. gladly.]
My hope is that if this is even remotely in the mental realm that a transplant will cover both the physical aspect and the 'experience,' so to speak. Surely living through such a surgery will cement some permanence in the mind, as scars from this place are also an experience our mind may translate into reality regardless of the malleable nature of our forms.
[so. not a dream but an understanding, perhaps. pal's next statement has him smiling again despite himself, letting the fond feeling carry away some of his unease, the vague sense of guilt for bringing this to pal's doorstep. infact.]
I very much hope you are not still elbow deep in viscera when sending this. It makes the emote usage a touch unnerving.
And I do apologize for all of this. It was never my intention to bring trouble to your door.
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[funnily enough being on his guard for palamedes' sake is easier than being careful otherwise. getting himself into some trouble is one thing but pal? that is an unacceptable outcome. the very last thing he wants is to let some mistake end in pal suffering for it.
so yes, he can be on his guard. gladly.]
My hope is that if this is even remotely in the mental realm that a transplant will cover both the physical aspect and the 'experience,' so to speak. Surely living through such a surgery will cement some permanence in the mind, as scars from this place are also an experience our mind may translate into reality regardless of the malleable nature of our forms.
[so. not a dream but an understanding, perhaps. pal's next statement has him smiling again despite himself, letting the fond feeling carry away some of his unease, the vague sense of guilt for bringing this to pal's doorstep. infact.]
I very much hope you are not still elbow deep in viscera when sending this. It makes the emote usage a touch unnerving.
And I do apologize for all of this. It was never my intention to bring trouble to your door.